So I’m just hanging out with one of the bitches, Belle. Lol. We’re here are at Cafe Lucia in Tacloban, She wanted to go to Starzrock Cafe but I like the ambiance here and It’s super near to our house. So eventually she was okay with us staying here, thanks for Cafe’s Amazing Carbonara. Anyway, This is supposed to be the part 2 of my 1st post. Commitment Issues part two. If your reading this and don’t have any idea what this is all about go check my first post. Chos. Haha.
So continuation it is, After that Chos #1 lez go to number two.
Chos#2?
Well, Hm. That was one heck of a fast track relationship. I was thinkin of how scared and how hard it is for me to be in a relationship to Chos #1 but just after couple of months, I was with this guy. Honestly speaking. Face wise, he is the Hottest I went out with. He was so nice and very malambing but one hell of a shy guy. He was even shy goin inside freakin Mcdonalds. That was just “WTF Dude” moment. But seriously he was nice and hot, so your thinking we could have been good off together noh? Nah. Now as I think back about it, All this time I’m telling myself and to everyone who asked why we broke up, I always end up with “I wasn’t just getting kilig anymore” Chosera ba ako?! Haha. Ansaveeh geerl? But behind that uber pathetic line was the truth that I was again scared to commit. I guess I tried so hard to find something within him that could lead us to separate ways, I did and I left him. Maganda lang ba? Parang Hindi naman. Lmao. He’s feelings was just so way up there, and mine was down under. I didn’t want to be unfair to him and most especially I didn’t want to admit I was scared to be on the same wave with his feelings.
Funny thing is this guy is related to my aunt’s husband. I did get to see him after on family occasions, which is awkward but I learned the art of deadma so It was okay afterwards. Buuut apparently after a few long months he got my number again and he started texting and stuff. To the point of asking me of why I broke up with him and etc, That time I felt like it wasn’t just suppose to be talked about anymore, it was a long time ago kasi. After a few days, He texted me not to bother him anymore which is later found out that it was his girl who texted me. I was pissed at first coz I wasn’t the first person who reached out but oh what the hell, I forgot about it and didn’t mind na lang.
At the present my aunt and uncle still teases me about him, I just give a laugh every time they do so. And that guy is so bitter he’s acting like he doesn’t know me anymore. Anyareeeh kasi? Lol. I’m cool with it naman just makes me feel sad that this all happen because of this issue. Naman kasi . May part 3 pa ba ito? I don’t think so. I’m still scared and have issue pa rin but I have learned na when to take a risk. Chosera. Learned daw :D
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